It's been so long since i have been on here. And since, I feel as if I have had a lot of time thinking about a lot of things. Family, friends, my life. But in the midst of the drama and pain that I have been through, It's SO true when they say that whatever doesn't kill you makes you stronger. Cause I feel it..stronger..more than ever. And no matter what, i don't think anything i ever do will be enough. BUT For those who know me well, know my relationships mean the most to me. What's life really worth if you're going to spend it alone right? Spending it with the people you love makes life that much more WORTH it.

Having said that....MEL, everyday that goes by, the fact that you're leaving me soon is kicking in. For as long as I can remember you have been my BESTFRIEND. I know that we've had a lot of those come and go in our lives, but you're IT. i am SO excited for you. I truly think that you are gonna do GREAT things with your life. you know that i have ALWAYS believed in you. thanks for always havin my back..cause you know I got yours for always. I know we piss each other off every now and then but i wouldn't trade you for the world! this may sound really corny..like all of it but tis' true =) you are UNREAL in my eyes. you are beautiful in AND out, you're smart, you're strong. you and I both know what we've both been thru in this life and not only am i glad that you were there watching over me but i'm so glad that you were right beside me every step of the way. No matter how close i have gotten to anyone...no one will ever know me as well as you do..and mom lol. Considering I have been doing a lot of reminiscing and thinking in general..i may think too much for my own good and I may over analyze things sometimes but doing it this time around...i realized that because of YOU, our family, our friends (dangg we share everything lol) I am everything that I want to be. I've learned to be strong, understanding and i have this big heart because i have been looking up to people like you. <3

"You and I must make a pact

We must bring salvation back

Where there is love, I'll be there

I'll reach out my hand to you

I'll have faith in all you do

Just call my name... And I'll be there

I'll be there to comfort you

Build my world of dreams around you

You know I'm so glad that I found you

I'll be there with a love so strong

I'll be your strength ...You KNOW I'll keep holding on

Let me fill your heart with joy and laughter

Togetherness, well it's all I'm after

Just call my name...and I'll be there.

I'll be there to protect you

With an unselfish love that respects you

Just call my name And I'll be there.

If you should ever find someone new

I know she'd better be good to you

'Cause if she doesn't then I'll be there

Don'tchu know Mel..I'll be there."

dressed up for Christmas w/ matching purses....this is only the beginning! haha

last christmas 2006

fooling around with the webcam haha

they woke me up from a nap to cut my bday cake =)

beily's

valentine's day. she was MY valentine =D

tito oscar and tita angie's 25th wedding anniversary

CANADA DAY!

paul wall's bday supper 2006

BJB's Bday at the hose

my grad. i don't think she missed an important day in my life..that's how much she loves me! =DDD

yeah we're losers haha

new years 2006

kuya trevor's bday supper at red lobster. october 2005

beily's again

hammeredddddd..3rd? time i celebrated my bday last year 06 haha

Bennet's Bday 06 at the house

Candle Lake for Jo's stag...we were exhausted!

this gets me everytime HAHAHA we get amused very easily! hehe

last but not least....Mel's 19th birthday party...CRUNK!

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as of today...she'll be turning 21 in exactly 13 days. write it down in your calendars because she is THAT special! haha

I LOVE YOU MELTEL!! XOXO.